Wondering what's been going on with my Tiny Medicine Home???
Well, it has been sleepily hibernating for the winter...And so have I.
As exciting as this project has been, I never planned or wanted to work so fast and so much in such a short period of time. My learning curve was simply too steep under a readily approaching deadline, so I was making very big decisions far too quickly about very important aspects of my little home like: design, materials, structural integrity and functional systems. I couldn't do that amount of research with almost no time before the next decision was supposed to be made (and those of you with MCS out there know just how difficult it is to make all these types of decisions when your quality of life depends on outcome of that choice). I was regretting choices and I was exhausted, worn out, in pain, and acerbating all my health problems. And this is certainly the opposite of my healing philosophy - which is to be reflective, slow, aware, gentle and prioritize my self care. The whole purpose of building this house is so I can have a safe haven to help me heal, not so I spend time rushing and stressing out so that I can eventually have a place to collapse from my exhaustion!
Although the choice to pause the building process changes my plans significantly (since my main builder/loving partner Jeff, has other plans for 2015), the choice to listen to my body has already proven well worth the extra financial costs and delays. So for the past few months, I have been recovering and letting my body find balance once again.
I made this decision in mid-October and since then Jeff and I did a lot of cleaning up at the build site, along with weather proofing, wrapping, drying, re-arranging, etc. Here's the house in it's current hibernation stage:
When I am ready to start building again (not sure yet when that will be), I will be hiring someone else to finish the rest of the building. Jeff will still be involved however, helping to supervise and build when he can.
This time around, my plan is to have all my decisions made FIRST! All my appliances, materials, electrical systems, ventilation systems, etc, will be chosen and purchased, so that the new carpenter will be able to complete the house in a shorter amount of time, not waiting for me to figure out the next decision. I am also aware that there are always unforeseen new issues to address, so my completion goal is currently flexible. And I will just do the best I can.
When my little home awakens from it's long slumber, I will let you know what emerges! Thanks again for your continued love and support of this awesome project!